I have built an amour of ideas, and nothing really hurt any more
I have passed through life numb, terrified of my destruction
By a love so strong, so quick to be ripped away, replaced with echoes of memories
I am so very frightened now, everything is different
My shield has been blow apart, the pieces spread with the wind, and I stand here
Naked and raw, in front of you, beaming with despair
Is it possible for a love so great not be mutual
When it feels more real than anything else
Can these feelings be contained in me alone
when they are about two and once were shared
The place it hurts the most, is where life shines the brightest, but only later came realization
Forged my inner world tight, to avoid a hurt so paramount
But love seeped in through the cracks, and now you tell me all has ended
I have exploded from the inside and out
Where I was once fierce and strong , I am now still and fragile
With clarity I now see this love; infinite, unchanging and entirely authentic
It is an unknown sensation to me, but the truth fills my entire being
I have a fear greater than anything else
To lose my only ever real choice, so meaningful and all significant
You have become a physical part of me
If I lose you I will split in two for ever after
There is no other way, love is my foundation
I can see myself, a scared little girl
Afraid to be pulled out to sea, sucked into the void
All I can do is to try understand
So powerful and full of emotions. Thumbs up!
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Thank you very much Mai, I appreciate it. You write beautifully on your blog. I hope you don´t mind that I follow your blog as well?
XX Maja
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beautiful self expression, powerful delivery.
Invite you to join poets rally today,
Visit me and add your entry via linkz, have fun making new poetic friends.
Bless you.
Enjoy a graceful weekend.
xoxox
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Thanks very much for your kind words. I would love to join your poets rally. I do not write often but what I have I am happy to share.
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Beautiful.
…and I wish I didn’t know how that feels.
I hope you have the love you yearn for.
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Thanks, and I greatly appreciate your comment… One comfort that I try remind myself of is that a major hurt also comes with a invitation to learn great lessons, find a new perspective and to delve further into ones own machinery.
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Did I forget to say that you write beautifully yourself? You really do, and it is kind of you to share your words and perspectives with the world.
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